Friday, December 31, 2004

Good Times/Last Times


Good Times/Last Times
Originally uploaded by nukeit1.
Well, with only 4 days of freedom left, I am feeling a little bit anxious; actually, a lot. I find myself not being able to eat very much and just the stress of trying to put together everything in my life so that my mother can take care of everything for the next 10 months. I am worried that I might be forgetting something because once I reach California, I am pretty much training nonstop, so I won't have much time to do my personal matters.

Here is just a picture taken last Wednesday evening at Applebee's. I thought it looked happy.

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Finally!

Hey everyone, I finally got with the 21st century and purchased myself a digital camera. It is a Olympus 300. I like it so far, and it pretty much is just meant for the rough life of the desert coming up next year. Now, I will be able to send you all back some pictures of what I am doing and such on a CD or something. Maybe flickr them; who knows what I can do now.

Friday, December 24, 2004

Christmas Eve

Family, girlfriends, beer, board games, vulgarities, name calling, and even a hand gun. How else could you spend your holidays?! I think I know some other ways.

Merry Christmas everyone!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

I Love Snow

That's right, I love snow and I am proud to say it LOUD! You can have a lot more fun in snow that with any other kind of precipitation. I can't wait to go skiing again this season.

Well today, as most of you know, it snowed like fish and gerbils. I got bored from being inside, I decided to shovel snow like a psycho. I spent like 2 hours shovel, spending a little time on the back porch, then moving to the driveway. I even shoveled half the street in front of my house so it would be easier to get in and out of the car. You should see the mounds of snow in front of my house. It is like 5 feet high and about 40 feet long. It did start wearing on my back, perhaps that a sign of old age. I don't know. Anyways, I finished around 8PM and now there is like another 2-3 inches that came back. Guess I will just hit the shovel early in the morning. It also looks like more snow tomorrow and negative low temperatures for Friday. I can't wait.

Joel and I tried to get out for a bit and did not get far. About 8PM, Joel left his house, got stuck twice, and 10 minutes later, arrived at my house. Then, he picks me up and we get like 2 blocks and get stuck on Marion Dr. and Rt. 444. After about 15 minutes of pushing and what have you, a Jeep came by and tugged us free. We then drove to IGA to turn around and get to a intersection down the street from my house. And what do you know, got stuck again. Lucky, we were on a hill and were able to get turned around and decide it would be better if Joel takes his parent's SUV to get me home. No further problems after that. Total trip time: 1 hour. Total distance traveled: less than 5 miles.

Thursday, December 16, 2004

Combat Life Saver

I am now a certified combat life saver compliments of the Marine Corps. It was a very fast paced and very informational 3 days. Now, we just lack the practical application of it all, which is supposed to take place when we are in 29 Palms. One thing I didn't care too much about the class was all the horrific pictures of troops and other people having suffered from war and such. I saw some really jacked up people, like this one guy was blown up by a pipe bomb and he really no longer had a body; more like a dozen pieces. Oh, and seeing someone who took a shotgun to their head wasn't too pretty either. On the good side of things, I feel more confident in my first aid abilities and hopefully won't have to use it, but if I do, I know what to do. This marks then end of my annual training for this fiscal year. I don't want to learn anything else for awhile.

On a nice little side note; thanks for the Marine Corps for giving me a flu shot last week. Now, I feel like crap and can't stop coughing, sneezing, and really just don't feel all that great. Another quick little bit of information, I finally got DSL hooked up at my house. Now I can take advantage of the full potential of the internet and play XBox Live. Too bad I only got 18 days left. (Look for Columbus, OH)

Monday, December 13, 2004

Last Day of Annual Training

Today is the last day of annual training with my unit in Columbus. Let me tell you, I've never thought that I would ever sit for so fricken long and partake in so many classes in 10 days. I thought they generally sent dumb guys to infantry; I guess I was mistaken, not that I am saying that I am dumb or anything. Today should be pretty easy, just a gear inspection I think. Should be done around 1300 I hear, but who cares because after that, I get to drive my happy butt to Brookpark, near Cleveland, for 3 more days of training. I am taking a Combat Life Savers course; basically advanced first aid. I get to learn to stick people with needles and I don't know if I would like to learn that cause it is a little weird for me to do that. Well, I will let you all know how it turns out. I think it will be a better experience than this last week. Time will tell and so will I.

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Just to Let You Know...

What are the 5 things I want to experience in the next three years?

1. Combat - same time, I don't
2. Graduate from Wright State University
3. Enjoying life and good health
4. Move out of my mother's basement, f'er real
5. Show courage in a time of great fear and let my testament of Jesus Christ save a few good Marines

Monday, December 06, 2004

Annual Training

Well, since Dec. 4th, I've been in Columbus doing the annual training for the Marine Corps. It isn't the whole 2 weeks like normal, but rather just 10 days. I got some good news to report: yesterday I was kinda promoted billet wise to fire team leader. So, now I am responsible for 3 other Marines. In addition, the hotel room I am staying in has free Wi-Fi. The bad news is that I found out over the weekend that instead of leaving on Sunday the 12th, we have to stay till Monday the 13th. Then on top of all that, after they let us go, I have to drive to Brookpark (near Cleveland) for 3 more days of training. True, I did volunteer for this Combat Life Savers course, but they told me last month that it was during this week's training, but it isn't. So, I took another one from the Corps and won't be home till next Friday the 17th. Which leaves me with only 17 days left before I leave. I am now starting to think about everything that I wanted to do and things I need to get done before I leave. Throw in Christmas and New Year's, that doesn't leave me with a lot of time to get things done.

It is starting to hit me that I might be gone for a long time. We were told that we should expect to be activated for a whole year, and maybe even longer. Some more good news, I just got issued a bunch of new gear and equipment. It is a lot better than the crap we had before including the lighter kevlar, better goggles, better pack, and the SAPI plates for the flak jacket (so that I can take a 7.62 round to the chest and not be injured).

I tell you what, I am getting sick of all the stupid crap we have to do around the drill center like busy work and endless classes. Today, we had a 4 hour class with only a 5 minute break. I was fighting myself to not fall asleep. I was in like a daze and not really learning anything. I can understand the fact that we need to know this stuff to help stay alive and fight better, but they are just drilling us with knowledge at every minute and keep telling us to stay busy going over this or going over that. 10-11 hours a day of this stuff starts to wear you down mentally and it has only been 3 days. God help me.

Sunday, December 05, 2004

Why I Joined the Corps

Tonight's the night...dark and rainy...the perfect night for killing. They won't expect us tonight. They'll just hear the rain. But we are ready. Swift. Silent. Deadly. Your rifle is loaded and locked. Your bayonet is fixed. Your eyes study the shadows. Tread lightly. Watch the Marine in front. Repeat the signal. We will make the first move. It's a rush just before it happens. Muzzle flashes and the crack, crack, crack, of rounds. It's a beautiful thing--a fire-team rush. Face-to-face with the enemy. Get up close if you can. Thrust the bayonet in. Don't forget to twist on the way out. Once you grate the ribs you'll know he'll drop. The rainwater mixes with the blood. Dark red at first... then diluted to runny lines of cloudy pink. The smell of wet gunpowder... Ahhh, you gotta love that. Savor it. You've done your job. It was him or you. That is what we do. Listen to the rain. Stare into the night. Move on. There are others waiting to die tonight.

Thursday, December 02, 2004

Cafe Boulevard

I'm sorry, but I have to apologize for something I did today. I went to a French restaurant today for dinner. My mother took me out to dinner for my birthday, which was a couple weeks ago, to Cafe Boulevard in the Oregon District in Dayton. It was a very nice place to eat. I ordered the boneless pork chops because it looked like the safest bet for me, but I was wrong. It came with apples, walnuts, and bleu cheese topping and with some kind of zesty sauce. It did not taste good at all. Though, it did come with some asparagus and these little round things of mashed potatoes fried, which was quite interesting and good. For the first time ever, I told the server that I did not like my pork chops and he took it away and I ordered something else. I got the plainest thing on the menu I knew the French couldn't screw up too much; grilled chicken with some veal glaze. It wasn't too bad.

As I Promised

Here is a little something for you people out there.

What are 3 things about myself I have tried to change, and have not yet changed?
1. Procrastination with school work
2. Consistent quiet times with God
3. Be more tactful with people

What are 3 things I wanted to change (either about myself or about anything else) and I did change?
1. I am more confident in who I am
2. Learned to play the guitar
3. Learned how to dress well

Kudos to Dell

I have to give Dell some points on their customer service in regards to fixing their computers. My cute little dog decided to chew up my AC power cord while I was using the laptop and it was plugged in. Unfortunately, the dog was not shocked and luckily I was able to stop it before it chewed the wire through. I believe the wire was shorted a bit and cause my motherboard to get jacked up. As a result, I could no longer recharge my battery, but everything else still worked while it was plugged in to the AC power. I contacted Dell about this, of course I left out the part of the dog chewing the cord, and they sent me a box to ship my laptop back to them for repair (it is still under warranty). My laptop was picked up on Monday evening on Nov. 29 and was returned to me this morning. It took less than 3 days for it to travel to Tenn., get it fixed, and then sent back to me. I was greatly amazed. Dell replaced my system board and gave me a system Bios update. Good job Dell! Now I can take it with me to Columbus next week and have it to entertain me during my training.

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

Can't Keep the Fans Waiting

Well, its been a grip since the last time I posted anything here, so I will try to not do that again. After all, I do have fans to please.

One thing that I wanted to do with this blog, and have not really started, was to blog about some things that people that know me, might not know about. So, I will start tomorrow with a little something something to allow people to get to know me better and why I act the way I act sometimes; which isn't a bad thing is it?

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Minesweeper

I can happily say that I beat minesweeper on expert after 334 seconds. This tremendous feat took me several years and countless hours, but at the end, I stand as the victor.

AE Retreat

Last weekend, Alternative Edge youth ministries held its annual retreat. This year was another great year for the youth group to bond and get real with God. I had the opportunity to get to know some of the youth that I didn't really know before the retreat. I think that the whole youth group got to know me as well, especially when I was "the Marine." I think this is the first year that I felt like a bad guy or a parent. I hate to feel that way and to have to keep on saying don't do that, get your legs off him, don't throw pens at people with the mic, be quiet, ok shut up, etc... Oh, and the trash that was left everywhere outside; it was bad. A camp employee stopped me and told me about it and I did not like to hear it because it does not look good for us.

Well, besides that, it wasn't all that bad. I had a good time and was able to get away for a bit. I jogged through the woods and was able to check out a lot of the camp that I never have seen before. It was very nice and peaceful, just the quiet stir of the wind through the woods. I know that there were some bonds broken during Saturday night’s service. Josh took the mic and just spoke some great things to the teens to let go and give it to God. He had them write down their problems and addictions on a sheet of paper. Afterwards, we burned it. Some relationships were healed as well.

I was able to lay some things before God that have been bothering me lately. Mainly worries about my future and what’s in store for me. Hopefully this won’t be my last retreat.

Thursday, November 18, 2004

Finally

I am happy to report that as of 0230 this morning, I beat Halo2 on heroic. Man, I thought it was never to end. There were some tight spots that I thought I would never get through. I tell you what, the ending was kinda left open; hinting for a Halo 3, but I don't think that will happen because it took like 4 years for Halo 2 to come out. In another 4 years, I'm sure the XBox will be outdated and there will be another line of systems out.
For you guys (and I guess some girls play), Halo 2 offered some great soundtracks for combat, large and impressive level design, and some really challenging, but not impossible, missions. I just wish they didn't end it like they did; guess I might read the books.

Go Hard or Go Home
Out Here

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Last Day of School

Well, today was the last day of school for me. I finished my last exam around 6:30PM with a 100% on the exam. A nice way to end the quarter and in case you are wondering how I got a 100%, let's just say that I know how to get information. No, I didn't cheat either. I almost made it to Junior status; 3 credits short. I am just glad to get virtually all my core business classes taken out of the way and now to start learning some in depth and meaningful financial information. But of course, all of that will have to wait till 2006 when I can go back to school at the ripe age of 25 as the weird old guy. Speaking of age, today is my 24th birthday as well. Thank you everyone for making it a nice day.
I haven't really given any thought of what goals that I want to get done before my next birthday. There are some plans I laid out a few years ago about what I want to have accomplished before by the age of 25. By the way things are looking, I will be completely outta credit card debt and have my car paid off. So, that would just leave student loans. I will be happy when I can do that. Also, I wanted to get a Trans Am by 25. I don't know if I will do that because my thinking has changed about my use of income and how I can better myself with a little self-control and discipline. Time will tell of course.

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

Remember Names

Almost everyone experiences some difficulty remembering people's names--somtimes only seconds after being introduced. The main reason for this name-memory challenge is that often we are not fully paying attention--we are hearing, but not truly listening. Fortunately, for those who take solace in being "good with faces," there are many easy-to-learn strategies to make remembering names easy.

It is helpful to repeat the person's name during initial conversation, or to comment on how the person reminds you of someone else you know of the same name. If a person has a complicated or unfamiliar name, you might ask how to spell it. Sometimes just visualizing an image of the name spelled out will fix it into your memory. Using a person’s name when saying goodbye will also help secure it into your memory bank.

Perhaps the most effective method for remembering names and faces uses three basic memory skills I call Look, Snap, and Connect. First, make sure you consciously listen and observe the name (Look). Then create a mental snapshot (Snap) of the name and the face. Finally, Connect the name snap with the face snap.

To create a visual Snap for the face, pick out a feature that may be easy to remember. Simply look at the person’s face and search for the most distinguishing feature—for example, a small nose, large ears, unusual hair, or deep wrinkles. Often the first outstanding feature you notice is the easiest to recall later.

In creating a Snap for the name, note that all names can be placed into two groups: those that have a meaning and invoke a visual image, and those that don’t. Names like Carpenter, Kratz, House, Bishop, Siegel, White, or Silver all have a meaning and can readily bring to mind an image. After meeting Mrs. Siegel, think of a seagull.

Other names that have no immediate meaning may require additional mental effort to remember. However, the names or the syllables and sounds within them can be associated with a substitute name or sound that does have a meaning. By linking these substitute words together, you can create a visual image that works. Sometimes we can break a name into syllables that contain meanings, and link them afterward. For example, the name George Waters could be remembered through an image of a gorge with a stream of water rushing into it. The word or syllable substitutes do not need to be exact. Jane Shirnberger could be a chain draped over a shined shoe that steps on a burger. I sometimes prefer seeing a famous person with the same name. So Jane Shirnberger becomes Jayne Mansfield wearing shined shoes and eating a burger.

In the final step, you Connect the name to the face by creating a mental image involving both your visual snapshots: the Snap for the distinguishing facial feature and the Snap for the name. For example, if Mrs. Beatty has prominent lips, an effective face snap for her might be her lips, and the name snap might be an image of Warren Beatty. Connect them by visualizing Warren Beatty kissing her on the lips (but don’t tell Annette Bening about this).

The images and substitute words need not be perfect. The process of thinking up the images and making the connections will fix them into memory so you never forget a name and face again.

Written by Gary Small
The Experts' Guide to 100 Things Everyone Should Know How to Do
Created by Samantha Ettus

Halo 2

Well, after a few hours of playing my new game, I think they did a pretty good job. It looks a lot better, better vehicles, and great sound. I don't think I like the new interface when setting up a game. Plus, there are a lot of customizing that you can do; which I really don't care too much about but someone probably does. The new weapons are a bit different. Like the battle rifle, I think that weapon sucks. Oh, the whole thing about not having any health, just shields, I don't like. I find myself dying a lot during the campaign cause my guy can only take a few shoots then must run a seek cover to recharge. Well, I am not a man that likes to leave the heat of combat to worry about recharging shields. I do think that the ability to kick out an opponent from his/her vehicle and then take charge of it yourself was a great idea. Overall, it is a good game, but I think all the hype that went into it was a bit extreme.

Monday, November 08, 2004

279th Marine Corps Birthday

November 10, 1775 is the birth date of my beloved Marine Corps. On Saturday, we celebrated the occasion with our annual ball. It is always a nice time. See everyone in their dress blues, the ladies wear dresses, and we get to hear a guest speaker of some magnitude. 2 years ago, I got to meet a medal of honor recipient. This year, I got to meet the commanding general of 4th Marine Division, the one I am in, Lieutenant General McCarthy. He is a nice old man, as most generals are I suppose. The best part of the night has to be when I get to see some of the older and higher ranked Marines out on the dance floor and they are attempting to do the electric slide; it is quite humorous.

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Another One Bites the Dust

Sweet sweet victory for America. Oh yes, President Bush has 4 more years! He got more votes than any other President has ever got before. That says something about this country and what the majority stands for. Sorry liberals, your man bites the dust. All your hollywood friends and musicians couldn't tell people who to vote for. By the way, if you want to leave the country over this election: first, you are dumb and second, I will try and help you as much as I can.
Anyone who wants to see the county break down for the whole country, then go here: http://www.newsmax.com

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Hannitized

I just saw Sean Hannity, Oliver North, and Neil Boortz at a voter rally in Dayton last night. It was a pretty cool experience. It is nice to see some people that I listen to on the radio. There was 1 liberal in the crowd and Sean Hannity and Neil Boortz really got on him about some issues and challenged him on his candidate of choice. I tried to meet Oliver North afterwards, but failed in my attempt. They had to leave right away and goto Cincy.

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Mother's Truck


Mother's Truck 1
Originally uploaded by nukeit1.

My mother was involved in a vehicle accident this morning and here is a picture of it afterwards. She got banged up a bit; broke 4 bones in her right foot and bruised up her knee as well. I was upset when she called me this morning right before I was going to leave to see President Bush at the Hara Arena. I was really looking forward to it because I never seen a President in person before and would like to see this particular one. But of course, of all timing, I had to go and pick up my mother at the hospital and take her to another doctor's office. I don't mean to be cold towards my mother, but it was just wrong timing I guess. It looks like she won't be able to drive for a bit and will have a hard time getting around the house. So I guess that leaves me with a lot more responsibility at home.

Wednesday, October 27, 2004

Something I Fear

In light of recent news; I'm not going to lie. My biggest fear when I enter a combat zone is getting hit with an IED or something and losing a limb(s) and being put in a wheel chair or something the rest of my life. I goto Wright State and I see a lot of people who are disabled and I think that I might be one of those in a year. I really don't like to think about that. I think I would prefer dying than having a disability. That may seem odd to some people, but I like having a fully functioning body and I don't want to go through life without it. I like being active in life; paintball, driving, racquetball, walking, etc... Other than that fear, I wouldn't mind getting some trigger time in, since I have spent the last 3 years training, sweating, and physical pain for this one thing - war.

Monday, October 25, 2004

Conversations in Class

While sitting in my economics class, waiting for the break to end, I overheard a conversation by 2 ladies, in the row in front of me. They were talking about politics and the issue of abortion. One lady mentioned that she works for her church and will be voting for Senator John Kerry; as well as her 2 pastors will be voting for Mr. Kerry. She said that she thinks that it is not right that people based their decision for President based on whether or not they are pro-life or not. I agree with that a little bit, but not on a issue as strong as abortion; generally if you are pro-abortion, there are some other issues that Christians should not be for. I just can't believe what I hear. Some people are making this whole voting process too emotional. You should not be voting with your emotions because they are usually jacked up and obviously don't make the best decisions for you. Rather, I think more people need to use that grey matter in their heads', but what do I know.
Another conversation that we had early in this class, was also about politics and who you would vote for and why. The issue of homosexual marriage was brought up. This one lady brought up that she goes to church and was for homosexual marriage because she works in a hospital and sees the effect of not allowing it. She thinks that when 2 loving and totally committed homosexual adults can't be allowed to see one another at a hospital or on their deathbed is wrong. This lady said that Christians should not judge people for having an "alternative lifestyle." That kinda ticked me off. It is not an "alternative" lifestyle, it is a homosexual lifestyle. I hate it when I hear someone try to water it down to mean something not as bad. They need to quit worrying if they might hurt someone's feelings, and just say it for what it is.

Sunday, October 24, 2004

The cat is out of the bag

Well, for those lucky few, welcome to my blog. Thanks to a certain individual, Aaron, the cat is loose. So, I hope you all enjoy reading this stuff and take it with a grain of salt.
James Out.

Friday, October 22, 2004

Political power is great

I tell you what, I am tired of hearing about all these stupid lame things that the democrats are doing to try and get Senator John Kerry elected. I mean, come on, they complain when VP Dick Cheney gets a flu shot due to the shortage. The dude is in his 60s and has had 4 heart attacks! He more than qualifies for a flu shot, as per government regulations. Also, this whole thing about Senator Kerry going hunting the other day in Ohio, what is he trying to do! He is for government gun control, the NRA does not support him, he had to borrow that camouflage jacket. People leaning left, listen to me, John Kerry thinks you are ignorant, he is pretty much calling you stupid. Mr. Kerry does not hunt, he is trying to swing some conservative votes his way cause he goes geese hunting. This is purely a political event and wants people to think otherwise. Massachusetts has the most strict gun laws, but no one wants to know that because it takes time to research a candidate and we all don't have time for that. So, lets just go with what the TV ads say, or what MTV tells us are the facts. Better yet, Michael Moore knows a lot and has made a nice little documentary that is fun to watch. NO! NO! NO! Prior behavior predicts future behavior. Just look into each candidates accomplishments and records for voting and there you will see what the candidate is really all about. Find some non-partisan publication and read what each side has to say and find facts to back it up. I'm tired of fricken liberals asking me all the questions about President Bush doing this, being part of that, lying to us. Instead of asking me questions, where I do present facts about the truth, give me some facts about where you have come to this conclusion. Oh wait, that's right, MTV didn't tell you the facts, "the TV ad said this so it must be true," or wait, Mr. Moore said it in his documentary and it was shown in theaters nationwide and therefore must be true. I am more than willing to hear someone's side for a candidate if they would only know something true about his/her candidate of choice.
I am James McCauley and I approve of this message.

Tuesday, October 19, 2004

My lovely weekend

Well, it was another lovely drill weekend of doing a whole lot of nothing. People sometimes ask me what I do during drill and I try to give a good answer, but it is hard because of so much time spent doing very little just boggles my mind. I can't picture everything that we have done and tell someone because it seems like when I am telling it, we did very little training. And you know what, we do do very little training or a lot of stupid stuff and sit a lot. Funny how we can only get 4-5 hours of sleep at night, but yet be rushed to do our so called training that lasts into the wee hours of the night which in all reality, we are just sitting around or standing around smoking and joking. We wait until the invisible hand, to all of us, which we are sometimes told is the battalion, gets things in order and up running.
There are some good things that I can say happened this weekend of drill, which by the way, was a little bit longer than a weekend (5 days). Somehow, somewhere, our company gunny was able to arrange for some of the riflemen in our company to qualify on the pistol range. That is something which rarely ever happens in the reserves because lack of time and money prohibit non-essential personnel from firing the pistol. Lucky, I was one of 38 riflemen that was picked to shoot. Now, this is my first time doing the pistol range, so I did not perform as high as I would with the rifle range, but I think I did well considering my lack of training on this weapon system. I shot sharpshooter, so now I get to add 1 more badge to my dress uniforms, so I am happy about that.
The rest of drill week consisted of having some classes on Thursday about IEDs and EPOW searches, then practical application afterwards. LtCol. Lesaveage, the BN commander, talked to the whole battalion for a bit. He said some watered down secret stuff and his opinions. I pulled targets all day Friday. Helped teach a class on Saturday morning, then headed to pistol range. Afterwards, sat around for about 6 hours waiting and hating life while at the same time waiting to be picked up to meet up with the rest of the battalion. It was kinda cold outside just sitting around or standing. Anyways, they ended couldn't find us, so by a act of God, the 6.7 mile BN hike was cancelled. Needless to say, it was a happy day for all the Marines. Next, back onto the bus for the 8 hour ride back to Columbus. Sunday consisted of cleaning weapons and taking care of admin stuff and once again, a whole lot of sitting around. Oh, we were also put on alert offcially for mobilization in January.
Well, that was a lot of info, so I will leave it as is.

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Drill week

This week I have drill from Wednesday evening till Sunday evening. Drill weekends usually aren't too much of a hassle, but when it starts on Wednesday then I have a problem. The main problem is that I have school that will suffer. I will be missing some classes and at the same time, miss 2 tests and have a third one to take on Monday, which I won't have anytime to study for because I have no time during drill. In regards to the other 2 tests, I am taking one early on Wednesday before I leave and taking the other one on Monday. It is just too much studying with virtually no time to do it in, hence the problem with drill starting on Wed. So, right now I am attempting to study for my stats test so I don't fail it too much. Oh, I will also be missing the 3rd Presidential debate, which I like to follow closely.

Monday, September 27, 2004

Procrastination

Well, after somewhat enjoying my weekend, I had several opportunities to study for a test I have today and one tomorrow. Now, did I do anything to study for them; no. So now I am sitting in the Dunbar library with only a few hours available to study for the test today. By the way, up to this point, I've never read the book or did anything outside of class for this. So, I am going into this new. Do I like myself for doing this, heck no. I hate doing this and I just can't seem to do anything about it. I feel totally unmotivated to do really anything right now. It's like I am depressed or something; about what, I don't know. All I know is that I only have a few months here to enjoy myself before going on another deployment and this time I will be playing in a big sand box across the pond, and I really hate sand, the stuff gets everywhere and on everything and you can't do anything about it. So basically my future holds a very miserable place. Anyways, that all will be its own entry, but this one is about my procrastination and how it will allow me to miss a lot of things in life if I don't change things.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

Getting Started

Since I have heard so much about Blogs and it seems like a lot of my buddies have one, I have decided to get on the band wagoon. I don't know how much I will use this and to what extent; only time will tell.